If I do not feel happy
I will not put on a mask.
If you come uninvited
do not expect me to greet you
with open arms.
If I do not feel happy
I will not put on a mask.
If you come uninvited
do not expect me to greet you
with open arms.
what does your heart carry?
not the sadness of others
nor their sweet words
closed to even joy
willingly overflowed
and spilt
I pray you are
your own spring
and that you are never
empty
Sometimes I’d like to put a Do Not Disturb sign
On my face when smiling is too much
When I don’t wish to pretend to care
Or have enough energy to wave your competitive talking
Away as insecurity or envy
Most of all, I want to keep my joy close
A candle sheltered from the wind with my own chest
An exclusive warmth to luxuriate in