I don’t wish you well
because you’ve erased
the memory
of what you’ve done to me
disavowed every hurtful word
action and inaction
And now you want to be told
I still have my nose in the gravel
so you can lord it over
and thank god
you aren’t so pitiful
But I know soon
the loved ones who prop you up
will break under your burden
as I did
So don’t ask me to smile for you
when you never did the same for me
This is like “fists of fury” in words, T. (definitely not making light of the experience)
Thanks! I think all the anger came out here. Now I’m getting weepy. Had a few people ask me if I was okay, tell me they missed me, and of course you lovely guys here. ❤
You’re welcome, T! Sending thoughts and vibes of peace to you.
I did a poem of your ilk on my blog a couple of years ago for NaPoWriMo. It was entitled “The Ways I Do Not Love You.” Bet you would identify with it…https://grieflessons.wordpress.com/2015/04/16/cees-fun-foto-challenge-close-ups-2/
Hope it was therapeutic. And I think the link was wrong, but I did enjoy the photos. =)
Reblogged this on the life of me.
Wow. This is a powerful piece. Gret job!
Thanks Noora! Always great to hear from you. ❤
Here’s the correct link, Redglad! https://grieflessons.wordpress.com/?s=The+Ways+I+Do+Not+Love+You